that's me. that's what i call myself on days like today. where i am alone with the girls all day and all night. it's exhausting...and it makes me wonder how in the world true single parents do it? today was a rough day...karissa was acting up (which is strange because she usually never does when it's just me around). she got at least two mehm mehs and one time out. ella's napping schedule has been a little bit strange this week. adding onto the stress and exhaustion of the day.
on days like this, it's hard for me not to be bitter and annoyed. not at anyone in particular. but just at the situation. on days like this, it's difficult for me to put things into perspective. but i know i should. i know i must. all day...i took a deep breath and screamed silently inside. all day...i asked God to give me strength to make it to the next hour. and all day...He heard me silently shouting and held me closely in His arms.
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ReplyDeletemany are those days =) hang in there....i'm a single parent at times myself =) come move to L.A. and we'll be 2 mommies with 4 kids...we'll fit right in =)
ReplyDeleteit was so good to talk with you tonight. :) like someone once told me...no one dies from being a parent...they just go nutso. ;)
ReplyDeletelet's do it together! :D